The more pregnant I got, the more distant Sebastian became. He was home less and less, and when he was there he was typically sleeping, […]
In One Ear and Out the Other
The announcement of our third child came as a bit of a surprise to everyone. Our families reacted with subdued happiness, wary of Sebastian’s feelings […]
This Is The Fun Part
In the past, I had no issues getting pregnant. As I’ve stated previously, I had gotten pregnant by accident more than once. When I approached […]
Same Shit, Different Day
You know why routines are routines? Because you get stuck, doing the same thing day in and day out without thinking about how YOU could […]
New Beginnings
“We need to see a therapist” became the overused statement of my life. It was obvious that Sebastian had a problem. We had a problem. […]
Children Are Our Future
I haven’t spent much time in this story, speaking about my children and how they coped with what was happening in their house. David was […]
Man Behind the Curtain
The seed had been planted in my mind that Sebastian was back to his old ways, but with no proof what do I do? I […]
Changeling
Bliss, I was in heaven. Sebastian and I were back together and all seemed right with the world. I mean, kind of. I was still […]
Smoke and Mirrors
Through my 12-step program, I have discovered that I have a huge fear of abandonment. Like HUGE. This stems from my father not being in […]
Letters of the Heart
A letter to my ex. I just read a letter you sent me from jail. This is the most open you have ever been with […]