I was pleasantly surprised by how quickly he came to my rescue.
Blame
What has happened to my children? What has happened to our lives? How can you go from dreaming of your family to living a nightmare? […]
50 Things
During the last four years of discovering program and working through my therapy, it has become clear that my view of self is suffering. Was […]
Family Disease
The aftermath of finding someone in my house, and the understanding of what Sebastian was willing to do to get what he wanted haunted my […]
It’s Coming From Inside
The more pregnant I got, the more distant Sebastian became. He was home less and less, and when he was there he was typically sleeping, […]
In One Ear and Out the Other
The announcement of our third child came as a bit of a surprise to everyone. Our families reacted with subdued happiness, wary of Sebastian’s feelings […]
This Is The Fun Part
In the past, I had no issues getting pregnant. As I’ve stated previously, I had gotten pregnant by accident more than once. When I approached […]
Same Shit, Different Day
You know why routines are routines? Because you get stuck, doing the same thing day in and day out without thinking about how YOU could […]
New Beginnings
“We need to see a therapist” became the overused statement of my life. It was obvious that Sebastian had a problem. We had a problem. […]
Children Are Our Future
I haven’t spent much time in this story, speaking about my children and how they coped with what was happening in their house. David was […]
Man Behind the Curtain
The seed had been planted in my mind that Sebastian was back to his old ways, but with no proof what do I do? I […]