What has happened to my children? What has happened to our lives? How can you go from dreaming of your family to living a nightmare? […]
Family Disease
The aftermath of finding someone in my house, and the understanding of what Sebastian was willing to do to get what he wanted haunted my […]
It’s Coming From Inside
The more pregnant I got, the more distant Sebastian became. He was home less and less, and when he was there he was typically sleeping, […]
In One Ear and Out the Other
The announcement of our third child came as a bit of a surprise to everyone. Our families reacted with subdued happiness, wary of Sebastian’s feelings […]
This Is The Fun Part
In the past, I had no issues getting pregnant. As I’ve stated previously, I had gotten pregnant by accident more than once. When I approached […]
New Beginnings
“We need to see a therapist” became the overused statement of my life. It was obvious that Sebastian had a problem. We had a problem. […]
Man Behind the Curtain
The seed had been planted in my mind that Sebastian was back to his old ways, but with no proof what do I do? I […]
Changeling
Bliss, I was in heaven. Sebastian and I were back together and all seemed right with the world. I mean, kind of. I was still […]
Smoke and Mirrors
Through my 12-step program, I have discovered that I have a huge fear of abandonment. Like HUGE. This stems from my father not being in […]
All by Myself
Once I had asked Sebastian to leave, and filed for divorce, it became obvious very quickly that I couldn’t afford the house by myself. I […]