During the last four years of discovering program and working through my therapy, it has become clear that my view of self is suffering. Was […]
Same Shit, Different Day
You know why routines are routines? Because you get stuck, doing the same thing day in and day out without thinking about how YOU could […]
Letters of the Heart
A letter to my ex. I just read a letter you sent me from jail. This is the most open you have ever been with […]
F.E.A.R.
Definition of fear  1a: an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation or awareness of danger After 4.5 years of S-Anon recovery, I have come to realize […]
Over-responsibility
What am I responsible for? Really. That’s a huge question. My mom response wants to say, everything. My daughter/sister response wants to say, everyone. My […]
HELP! I need somebody…
About 13 years into my relationship with Sebastian I had reached a point where I couldn’t hear a song or be alone with my thoughts. […]
Wanted: Woman Looking for Man
In working with my therapist, she recently asked me what I wanted to focus on in the next year. After some processing I responded with, […]
Manipulation or Sincerity?
Nothing is sacred when you’re dealing with an addict, not even birthdays.